Here's a random quiz, just to get you to post a post.
10 to describe who you are
Favourite LJ user
What is the definition of beauty to you?
Name a few of your favourite bands
What is your worst fear
One interesting fact about you
In my own words...:
then.. there's always this one.
1. Are you a boy/ girl? Girl
2. Age: 13
3. Age you began to cut: 11
4. Does anyone know you cut? yeah
5. Does your parent(s)/ guardian(s) know? yes. Long story..
6. Do you ever burn or bruise yourself? yeah
7. Do you think that you are depressed? I guess so
8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? couldnt tell ya
9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)? Maybe
10. Do you have any other disorders? depressive?, sort of violent towards the "poppys", paranoid schizophrenia.
11. Do you have an eating disorder? sort of
12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) No
13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury/ suicide attempt? no
14. Have you tried to commit suicide? Yes
15. How? slitting wrists, od-ing
16. Does anyone know that you tried? Yes
17. Are you are have you ever been abused in any way? verbally, whats in the past is in the past
18. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? no
19. How ( if you don?t mind saying)N/A
20. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? not specifically
21. Do you think of cutting as a good or bad thing?( keep you from trying to die, doing something worse?) eh i dont care. its something that i do.
22. Do you wish you could stop? yes and i did then someone made me again.
23. Do you wish to stop in the future? i dont care
24. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting? depressed, pissed off, and then numb
25. When you cut does it hurt? every once in awhile
26. Do you bandage your cuts? hell no im not wimpy..unless I want it to scar worse.
27. Where do you most normally cut? my room
28. Please describe it, (color, atmosphere): dark-ish, with background music i.e. hatebreed, cold, deftones, mudvayne, static x, slayer, murderdolls
29. Are you alone? yes
30. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you? i have a pocket knife
31. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? of course
32. What have you used to injure yourself? mostly a razorblade, lighter, wax, but also anything sharp.
33. How do you feel about your cuts/scars, do they tell a story? yes they do and i dont like to get into that cause its a big thing
34. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars? They dont care
35. What did you tell them? nothing
36. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? (why or why not and who?) No.
37. Do you ever design a cut (make it decorative or in a certain shape)? yes
38. Are your cuts lines or in rows, or designs? All of the above
39. Have you ever cut too deep? Yes
40. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? sort of
41. Do you go to therapy? no
42. Do you have trust issues? yeah
43. Do you sit in corners? yes
44. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? yeah, one.