Alicia a.k.a. Cat( or KIT KAT)
perfer men.. have dated women
10 to describe who you are:
fun, kinky, shy(at times), orinal, punky, wierd, Slightly off, Corner Kid, emotional, and 1/2 alive.
Favourite LJ user:
uh... don't know yet (i'm new)
Likes- Biting, openess, punks, Vampires, Music, and me later i'll tell u more.
Dislikes- the color pink, pple who say is = 2 black, liers, cheaters, bible bangers..
What is the definition of beauty to you?:
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.. i think anyone that cna carry themselves well and thinks that they are beautiful, are beautiful. it's not all about apperence!!
Name a few of your favourite bands:
U'll have to ask me to find out
What is your worst fear:
One interesting fact about you:
I'm crazy~cool. i don't care if you say anything about me, i'm going to be me wiether you're around me or not and there's nothing you can do to stop me!!
In my own words...:
In my own words?? all of this was in my own words...
then.. there's always this one.
1. Are you a boy/ girl? Girl
2. Age: 18
3. Age you began to cut: 11 stoped at 16
4. Does anyone know you cut? yeah
5. Does your parent(s)/ guardian(s) know? no. even Longer story..
6. Do you ever burn or bruise yourself? yeah
7. Do you think that you are depressed? probably
8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? couldnt tell ya
9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)? Maybe
10. Do you have any other disorders? ??
11. Do you have an eating disorder? sort of
12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) No
13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury/ suicide attempt? yes
14. Have you tried to commit suicide? Yes
15. How? anything.. you name it.. i've tried it
16. Does anyone know that you tried? Yes
17. Are you are have you ever been abused in any way? verbally,Mentally and Physically
18. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? yes
19. How ( if you don?t mind saying): i was raped
20. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? not specifically
21. Do you think of cutting as a good or bad thing?( keep you from trying to die, doing something worse?) i don't any more remember?
22. Do you wish you could stop? refer to above statement
23. Do you wish to stop in the future? do so again
24. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting? depressed, pissed off, and then numb
25. When you cut does it hurt? never.. it never really did.. i trained myself not to feel the pain.
26. Do you bandage your cuts? no.. i never did.. i have a poem.. i'll post it later.
27. Where do you most normally cut? my room
28. Please describe it, (color, atmosphere): dark-ish, with background music
29. Are you alone? yes
30. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you? i have a pocket knife
31. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? of course
32. What have you used to injure yourself? mostly a razorblade, lighter, wax, but also anything sharp.
33. How do you feel about your cuts/scars, do they tell a story? yes they do and i dont like to talk about it
34. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars? yea.
35. What did you tell them? it doesn't affect them so leave mt the F**k alone.
36. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? (why or why not and who?) No. it's not for them to see..
37. Do you ever design a cut (make it decorative or in a certain shape)? yes
38. Are your cuts lines or in rows, or designs? All of the above
39. Have you ever cut too deep? Yes
40. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? yea.
41. Do you go to therapy? no
42. Do you have trust issues? yea
43. Do you sit in corners? yes
44. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? yeah